14/10/2013
Ever since I tried the game of Blackshot, I have been obsessed with it for so many years. Since late 2009 when I started my first acct, all the way to early 2010 when i created the account that would follow me through the next 3 years plus. I have never really thought that I would give up this game.
I first started out as a pure sniper who only plays SD. I was then recruited by a casual clan called Cheekies. After playing with them for some time, I learned about Colosseum and started to go there on a regular basis. I could actually say almost everyday. And slowly started my road to playing TFM. From there i had the interest to try out compys, as such, I jumped over to Notorious, lead by SLASHYyyyyyyyyyyy. My road to learning tfm sucked. I would never be able to kill anyone. With the help of Go0fy and nubbie, I slowly learnt how to play tfm, and use the various weapons in TFM. Slowly as I got to know more TFM players, I got to know Quikz from [Bf.Nut]. After talking to him, I lowered my mouse sensitivity and that in itself helped my game a lot.
Welcoming me in their clan, I then joined Stun.[FB], training there was not easy but it was nonetheless fruitful.
I trained as much as I could, my goal was to be as good as the Main team themselves. But sadly, my standard only went to a certain level and got stagnant. Guess I don't have the talent to game. Learning a lot in the clan, I not only improved in my game, but also received knowledge about life from the nutters.
After leaving Nut I went on to a few other clans including Xclusive and finally landed in Heavenremix. But due to my commitments, I was hardly able to go online and I moved on to Schism following some friends there. From then on, my drive to play in compys was there. But drive to really train as hard as before was diminishing. I wanted to quit back then but decided to stay as I thought of giving it one last try.
The last attempt at a Blackshot compy was together with my teammates of Webber, x3ShiKai, x3Tiramisuu and Momentum. We managed to qualify for the MSEC semi-finals with me being the feeder in the team. But due to study commitments, x3Tiramisuu had to sit back and we brought in AhP0nIsWicked. We bombed out on the big day itself and were knocked out. Yes, we were disheartened, but then again, winning takes a lot of hard work, and I myself feel I did not work hard enough.
I have made a promise to myself to quit this game by the end of 2013, I guess my retirement comes early. I will be pursuing my Snooker and Pool dreams which is why I am also stopping the game of Blackshot.
To all those whom I've know through this game. It has been great knowing you guys, all the games and compys that I have been and seen u guys there.
To the teams and clans that I have played for. Thanks for giving me a chance to try.
I might have left the game, but I will still be around. :)
- k0r0sh1ya aka PDKM
