10/12/2025
Hello Couple, please keep me anonymous,
I feel lost and tired of myself… I have two children with a man I love, but our story has never been easy. When we were together, I cheated on him, and he also cheated on me. After a lot of confusion, each of us went our own way, and many times I chose the wrong path. I said ugly things about him to his mother, I spoke very badly to his mother, I really disrespected her 🙈😭, I also spoke badly about his older brother and other siblings, said words that today hurt me just to remember. I have always been grumpy, couldn’t control my mouth, and ended up hurting people who always treated me well.
Even after so many mistakes, this man and I never forgot each other. I tried to have other relationships, but none could fill the emptiness he left in me. And now, we are back together. But the past does not let us be at peace. Recently, I was pregnant by another man… it was a mistake, but we decided to get back together, and I terminated the pregnancy. I feel weak, full of regret, full of shame.
What hurts me the most is thinking about my mother-in-law and my brothers-in-law. They have always been good people to me, they are Christians, and all I feel is shame for what I said and did. Every ugly word, every disrespect, everything I said about them… it seems to follow me every day. I’m afraid that everything we are building now will fall apart when they find out we are back together. I don’t know how to tell them, or where to start.
Sometimes I ask myself if I deserve forgiveness, if I will ever be able to show that I have changed. I feel like I have failed in everything, as a mother, as a woman, as part of the family. And the saddest part is realizing that all this could have been different if I had been more humble, more patient, more loving.
Now all I can do is trust God and try to start over. Start over with him, with my children, and, if possible, rebuild the relationship with my mother-in-law and my brothers-in-law. But the pain of the past is heavy, and I am still afraid of what’s to come. All I know is that I need to learn to control my tongue and my actions before I lose forever the people I love the most.
Crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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